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I have a new journal and it is located...
here
dont ask why i wanted a new one... just that time i suppose :) so yea add me to your friends list please
one love
ash
ps- if that doesnt work my new name is surprisemyeyes
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I feel like poo. My mommy is getting me orange juice and medicine. I am really dizzy and shaking... this is awful. Ewe I have the worst sore throat and I am alll nauseas neasous nausous what the heck ever. Ehh some one shoot me.
Just thought I'd share I guess. :(
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I am not looking forward to tomorrow. After school I have to go to Santa Rosa for the first day of my one credit make up classes. Grrr. No fun. And I am not tired at all right now and it's almost 1. I hope someone I know is taking the stupid classes too. *sigh*
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Tish-I wonder how the Boston Auto show went
Me- Yea me too
Tish- cause everyones guna be like "ahhh" after the K G fucking B
hahaha KG fucking B that is Hilarious
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| Subject: | Guess What! |
| Time: | 6:25 pm. |
| Mood: |  hyper. | | Music: | Locale AM - We're Not From The Ghetto. |
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I am talking to Colin! I haven't talked to him in sooooo long. :D
and
I just found out that we stopped talking for NO REASON. That's dumb. We used to be pretty close... this is sad. Yet happy.
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Saturday, April 6th, 2002
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Alan's band was really good! He has this awesome half british punk voice, hehe. I am so proud of him.
Ray was there... we had our third moment. His eyes look right through me.
The Bot Flies are the most awesome band ever. As if I didn't love them before - tonight on their last song they went nutzo. Aaron and Matt fell on the ground and screamed and Aaron smacked his bass while John kicked over his drums!! he just kicked all of them over.... it was sooo awesome then Billie had like a seizure and swung his guitar around his neck like 18 times. It was soooo funny and so awesome.
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I am at Tish's house and I think we are going downtown soon to get coffeee and then take the bus to el phoenix. Alans band is playing tonight with some bands I have never heard so that should be cool, hearing new bands is always fun.
Yea okay I think we are leaving....
Rachel, I am VERY sorry to hear about your teacher :(
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How much of a freak are you?KAPOW
Lonely is what I am
I miss you
I want to see you
so badly
I got an $8 tip tonight! and when we were closing up the boss guy (geeze I am so awful with names) came by and gave me a 20 and said put this in your pocket for working on Easter. It was rad.
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Happy Easter everyone!
I am super bored right now... I wish it was 7 already so I could just go to work.
My weekend has been ok, nothing special. On Friday I saw SUD. And Arika! I hadn't seen her in a long time. She showed me her Matt McCoy and I didn't melt but thats ok cause he makes her melt and that is alllll that matters. :D And last night I saw MOT and the ex-valentines and Monthly Promo, that started out bad cause I wanted to go be Oi at the phoenix but it ended up being a lot of fun cause a whole bunch of us made fun of unominame ha it was good times.
Yea I have nothing to write about... Incubus/Hoobastank is in 16 days!!
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Tuesday, March 26th, 2002
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| Time: | 11:53 pm. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. | | Music: | The Silver Lining [in my head!]. |
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I am soooo sleepy. I got to see The Silver Lining tonight!! Gosh they always amaze me. Phil is so gifted with his voice, I swear it's so gorgeous. They are all very awesome. They are super nice too, I hope I get to know them better.
I so do not feel like doing 145879 pounds of homework. Ewe. Sleep sounds so good right now! I have so much school work to do this week and next too! It's ok cause MOST of spring break will be Frisko, the beach, and shows. *we*[he&I] are supposed to go to the beach... maybe this weekend? The weather is warmer now so yea. I heart Spring :D
GOOD LUCK TO TOM FOR TOMORROW not that he will need it :D
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The irony of having a journal yet not wanting to write about what you really want to huh. Im getting pretty sick of that so yea...
I sure wish I was somewhere besides home right now, well at least I tried
Me- Hey we should do something on Tuesday since we never got to hang out before
Him- Aww I am sorry Im hanging out with ____ on Tuesday, but we should do something this weekend.
Me- Yea, ok cool
Oh well he is going to like her anyway... she is "hot" and if that wasn't the deciding factor she is also his age. I can't even sort my stupid feelings out. We'll see I guess.
We did the tobacco presentations yesterday. Yeah uh can we say dissapointment times 4? They were unaffective, period.
I need a "real" job. But why I won't even get my license until I am fucking 35!! Wow I need to stop writing I am just getting more and more annoyed.
I want to see The Silver Lining tonight! I hope I get to, that would make me feel better. It is such a beautiful day, gosh it almost makes all of the stupidness seem fine.
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I did this cootie catcher type game and the fortune I got was:
That which is desired
can only be gained through
patience
Wait, and what you wish for will
be yours.
Hmm...
I <3 the song I am listening to!!
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The Thursday show rocked of course! It was a lots and lots of fun. Everyone was there, it was neat. Just one thing bugged me the whole night and that was do I know him? Yes, yes I do but does he act like it? No, barely at all.
I worked today... bleh no me gusta waking up early on Saturday. It was so sad when I got to work I saw this guy Curtis that I usually work with (he comes in numerous times throughout the day bringing us stuff we need like cups and stuff) but yea he is a super nice guy, so I walk in and we start talking and after like 2 seconds its obvious to me that he is on something... I think it was speed but I am not sure. I know absolutely nothing about drugs but he was really scaring me and it was so sad and totally broke my heart to see him like that. I was a mess the whole day because of it. I HATE DRUGS. besides weed. Sigh. I hope I don't have to see him like that tomorrow too. I won't be able to handle it, I came so close to crying all day. It's just so hard to watch that and wonder what in his life is so bad that he needs to turn to something... and it was a bad drug I mean he was squinting the whole day and I had to give him water cause I thought he was going to pass out, it was so strange and so awful.
Anyway after work I went downtown and walked around for a little and then got coffee with Leticia. I was kind of wanting to talk to a certain someone tonight but I am too tired to wait. Goodnight everyone!
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Thursday, March 21st, 2002
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You've got to be Hilikus. Today was sure a mix of emotions. Math was alright... we took a test. I didn't have to go to english cause we were supposed to have a run through of our tobacco presentations but really I sat with Bridget and Jenni. Me and Bridget drooled over Brett and his tattoo.. mmm... he is hot like woah. So that was fun being a silly girl. Then lunch came and Leticia told me some stuff that made me upset and very angry and it was apparent that I had to leave school so Ian and I went to El Patio and he bought me a burrito. Which was super nice. Then we went to this little park and it was really nice outside so that cheered me up. I love Spring so much!! Anyways then I came home and slept the rest of my bad mood off and woke up feeling really good.
Tomorrow is Friday... and Thursday hehe. I am so excited about seeing them. Then I am working on saturday and sunday again. And I think going to San Francisco on saturday too. I should have a good pay check, that rocks.
Dredg makes me happy and remember the good days of summer. I think I am going to get on my roof and look at the stars.
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Friday.School.Downtown with Tish.Saw Bean.And Christian.And that other person.Went to the phoenix.Made fun of rap.Took pics of Boston Auto.Saw Heather and Audrey :).Hung out with Ashlee for a little while:).Talked with two-thirds of Monthly Promo.Went to Jesse Jeans.Asked Alec when The Silver Lining was going to play.Went to Carrows.Went insane.Went back to Jesse Jeans.Saw Greg, Jennie, Shane, and Jeremy.Watched The Silver Lining.Went home.
Saturday.Work.Tish, Ian, and Tom, picked me up.Went to the phoenix.Bought Tish, Tom, and myself coffee with my tips I made.Saw and talked to Loren.Watched The Setup.Took pics of The Bot Flies for Billy.Laughed mucho.Saw Jessica :).Fell in love with The Sexually Transmitted People.Got my groove on to Curbside.Took a walk by myself.Sat and watched Timmy's Op.Fell asleep in the car on the way home.
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As I was walking out of the mall towards um outside I had a weird vision of Ray, I was 95% sure I was hallucinating, maybe I should lay off those shrooms huh? haha. Anyway so I just ignore it, and Leticia keeps talking to me then it happens again and I am like "hey Tish sorry but um is Ray outside or am I insane" and she was like "nope, he is outside". He is back! I was shocked. He was wearing a camo hat. I am such an insane stalker.
I will write about the rest of the weekend later, I am barely awake right now.
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