.thrift store apeal.

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Tue, 23 Apr 2002 06:28:00 GMT

I have a new journal and it is located...

here

dont ask why i wanted a new one... just that time i suppose :) so yea add me to your friends list please

one love
ash

ps- if that doesnt work my new name is surprisemyeyes

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incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Tue, 09 Apr 2002 08:43:36 GMT

I feel like poo. My mommy is getting me orange juice and medicine. I am really dizzy and shaking... this is awful. Ewe I have the worst sore throat and I am alll nauseas neasous nausous what the heck ever. Ehh some one shoot me.

Just thought I'd share I guess. :(

and quite possibly jaded

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 08 Apr 2002 07:54:08 GMT

I am not looking forward to tomorrow. After school I have to go to Santa Rosa for the first day of my one credit make up classes. Grrr. No fun. And I am not tired at all right now and it's almost 1. I hope someone I know is taking the stupid classes too. *sigh*

Hahahaha

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 08 Apr 2002 06:31:44 GMT

Tish-I wonder how the Boston Auto show went
Me- Yea me too
Tish- cause everyones guna be like "ahhh" after the K G fucking B

hahaha KG fucking B that is Hilarious

Guess What!

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 08 Apr 2002 01:14:27 GMT

I am talking to Colin! I haven't talked to him in sooooo long. :D

and

I just found out that we stopped talking for NO REASON. That's dumb. We used to be pretty close... this is sad. Yet happy.

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Sat, 06 Apr 2002 10:11:48 GMT

Fight War
Not Wars
Destroy Power
Not People

sweeet thang

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Sat, 06 Apr 2002 10:09:23 GMT

Alan's band was really good! He has this awesome half british punk voice, hehe. I am so proud of him.

Ray was there... we had our third moment. His eyes look right through me.

The Bot Flies are the most awesome band ever. As if I didn't love them before - tonight on their last song they went nutzo. Aaron and Matt fell on the ground and screamed and Aaron smacked his bass while John kicked over his drums!! he just kicked all of them over.... it was sooo awesome then Billie had like a seizure and swung his guitar around his neck like 18 times. It was soooo funny and so awesome.

Tish's House = Ghetto Fun!

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Sat, 06 Apr 2002 00:10:00 GMT

I am at Tish's house and I think we are going downtown soon to get coffeee and then take the bus to el phoenix. Alans band is playing tonight with some bands I have never heard so that should be cool, hearing new bands is always fun.

Yea okay I think we are leaving....
Rachel, I am VERY sorry to hear about your teacher :(

I understand if you all hate me for this

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Tue, 02 Apr 2002 10:53:27 GMT

</p>

which song of staywhatyouare are you? find
out!

X:[[Your Stats]]:X

Your full name: Ashley Marie Lowery {technically not my real last name though...}
Who named you? Mi madre
Mom's name: Sydney
Dad's name: Daryl... er was
Birthday: 2.15.86
Age: sixteen
Astrological sign: Aquarius
Sex: Girl
Sexual preference: Guy
Grade: Tenth
School: Montgomery
Ring size: I have no clue
Height: Five-Four I think
Hair length: Longish
Hair color: Blonde
Eye color: Greeen
Pierced: None
Job: I sometimes work for this white-trash catering company....
Best quality in yourself: Uh I'll get back to you on that
Your worst character traits: I really don't know
Your definition of a friend: Tish
Your best physical feature: I don't know god shut up
Color you are most like: Greeen
Celebrity you are most like: I don't know any celebrities too well but people say I remind them of Kirsten Dunst
If you were president, what would you do first? Oh my where to begin? Um well I would stop declaring war first of all
Which tv show would you like to star in? No me gusta tv
How long are you in the shower? half an hour
If you are a girl, what makeup do you wear everyday? mascara and chapstick and/or lipgloss
What is your worst fear? That one day my opinions and beliefs will change to fit my situation (sounds dumb.... but its not, its hard to explain)
What CD is in your CD player right now? The Silver Lining in my computer right now and Fifteen in my stereo in my room
What does your school look like? Ugly
How many CD's do you own? Like 100+
How many people are on your buddy list? eighty-four
What's something you do that pisses others off? Laugh at them and their friends (yea bad habit...)
Do you have any stuffed animals? Yea, I got a new bunny for easter too it's so cute, it's wearing a yellow sweater and I put glasses on it yea emo bunny hahah
Do you have any bad habits? Yes, who doesn't?
Where do you wish you could be right now? Kona... on Hapuna Beach.... with him
What are you thinking at this very moment? about hittin' Ray Side to the Burn cause me and Bean are talking about him
Are you a vegetarian? I am trying desperately
Time you get up: Like 7 on school days and anywhere from 11am to 4pm on weekends
Time you go to bed: Anywhere from 11:30 to like 1am or even later sometimes
How many pillows: Two
TV show you wish they would bring back: No me gusta tv.
Phrases you over-use: Oi, and any homie words (i.e. yo, fool)
Who do you want to be? Music Journalist
Can you dance? My dancin' skillz = skanking!... and thats about it
What do you do when you are bored? Listen to music or sleep or write or paint or SING or take surveys like this
Do you like where you live? Yea I really like Sonoma County
Do you get along w/ your parent(s)? For the most part
Do you love your parent(s)? Of course
What bugs you about your parent(s)? A few things... probly more than I think
Do you look like your parent(s)? Kinda... people say I look like my mom
Do you look like any of your friends? Nope, not really
Do you respect your teachers? Yea
Do you have a car? Nope
What was your first car? I dunno I am not psychic!
What cartoon character would you be? I don't know
Most embarrassing CD in your collection: None! I go through my cd's like every two months
Most prized possession: My pic's of me and Incubus and my signed group picture
You treasure most: Music
You hate most: I don't hate anything
Biggest recent problem: I am not sure...
Something you are looking forward to: Incubus!! (april 16th)
What are you doing this Friday? Locale am show!!
What do you plan on doing in the next hour? Changing my journal... shower
The best thing that has happened today: I found $15 I had forgotten about in my bag
Your #1 obsession: Music

x:l[Boy/Girl Talk]l:x

Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush? There is a boy I am intersted in
What is his/her name? him
Guys w/ or w/o hats? w/o!! mmm messy hair
What is the first thing you notice about a person? Eyes
Tried to get someone to see how you feel and failed: Yea...
Thought you were in love: No, you don't think you're in love anyway - you know
What is your dream date? The beach, or a show, or a cute little restaurant, or driving to the city plus all of that heheh. It totally depends on the boy though.
If you had to get married right now, who would it be to? Shane

x:|[Last]|:x

CD you bought: The Silver Lining
Movie you saw in theater: I don't remember, it's been forever
Movie you rented(bought): see answer above
Time you cried: The day before yesterday I think
Time you showered: Yesterday
Time you were sick: A couple of months ago
Phone number you dialed: Tish
Words you said: "Misery is the key to self pity a compulsivness as blind as water" (me singing)
Had a serious talk: Today with Tish
Missed someone: Every moment of every day, some more than others
Hugged someone: Hmm... I don't remember... how sad
Kissed someone: Shut up
Been kissed: Did I not tell you to shut up?
Laughed: Today with Tish
Made someone laugh: I said something stupid and made my mom laugh a couple hours ago... oh my mom was talking about how my neighbors have rats and they like crawl up their curtens or some crap and I said "oh acrorats?" like instead of acrobats... yea I know but it made my mom laugh!

x:|[What Do You Think About]|:x

Love at first sight: It's superficial but if it actually happened it would be really sweet. Does that make sense?
Teenage smoking: I don't like any kind of smoking
Eating disorders: Really sad, really really sad
The opposite sex: Guys are good :D
Boys vs. girls (who has it worse): Girls
Friends: Awesome, very awesome, true ones that is
Family: Not all they are cracked up to be. I don't like a lot of my family, I love them because I do and they are family and we have a special bond, but a lot of them don't display good qualities. (in my opinion)
Music: is the most beautiful thing ever
Pop: Crackle Snap
Rap: Rizap iz the shiznit fooool
Punk: ...puts the aw in rock
Marilyn Manson: I don't think about him
New Kids On The Block: I have no thoughts on them
Guy bands: Lame
Spice Girls: Lame times 2
Titanic: That movie makes me cry... yes I am a sucka
Suicide: Intersting, sad, complex
Self-mutilation: Psycologically it makes sense (to the ill) but I think some people do it for attention
Dreams: Really neat, one of the coolest things our brain does
Drinking: Well I don't know... my thoughts on drinking differ from person to person and their situation, in any situation it is harmful to your health but there are so many worse things in the world
Cyber sex: OooOoo baby my reason for living

x:|[What Do You Think When You Hear]|:x

Chicken: How I am trying to be a vegetarian
Love: Aww... lots of stuff, everything from tears to hearts
Laura: My awesome new friend Laura
Guys: Him
Movies: Amelie
Shopping: Thrift Stores
Death: Certain people

x:|[Finish These]|:x

Life is like: life
Dreams: are dreamy
Friends are: awesome
The sweetest things: in life are free
Video killed the: radio star
Hard times: make you stronger
I don't understand: myself

x:|[Either Or]|:x

Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Righty or Lefty: Righty
MTV or VH1: VH1... behind the music like woah
Matt Damon or Ben Affleck: Neither
7th Heaven or Party of 5: K this is getting stupid...
Apples or oranges: Apples
Chocolates or flowers: Flowers!
Vanilla or chocolate: Neither
Ketchup or mustard: BBQ sauce yea I know very hick of me
Hugs or kisses: Both
Ice cream or Italian ice: Ice Cream
Money or happiness: Happiness
Cats or dogs: Cats
Shampoo or conditioner: You can't have one without the other!
Lose your sense of smell or sense of touch: Smell
Abercrombie or Gadzooks: Neither
TV or Movie: Movie
Black or white: Black
Day or night: Night
Sun or moon: Moon and stars
Rain or shine: Both... well not at the same time!
Inside or Outside: Outside
Hot tubs or Pool: Hot tubs
TV or radio: Neither
Friends or girls: What?

x:|[Favorites]|:x

Car: Old school BMW
Toothpaste: Spearmint
Music video: Hmm.....
Type of music: Funk rock/Punk/"Emo"/Etc.
Song: Oh my I have way tooo many
Singer: Gwen Stefani, Brandon Boyd, Jeff Ott, Phil Fraser
Band: INCUBUS!
Radio Station: I don't like the radio but if I had to pick it would be good times great oldies or live one oh five
Book: The Virgin Suicides
Store: Thrift stores/Vintage places
Boxers: Heheh the boy kind
School subject: English
Sport to play: Tennis
Sport to watch: None
Place to vacation: Oh wow I don't know, I want to go to tons of places
Town to chill in: Frisko
Place to live in: Sonoma County
Time of day: Evening
Ice cream flavor: Coffee
Salad dressing: Caesar
Drink: Caffeine - Tea, Coffee, Soda
Alcoholic drink: I don't know
Soda: Dr. Pepper
Food: Chinese
Restaurant: Hmm.... I have no idea
Flower: Roses I guess(how cliche...)
Hangout: No clue
Animal: Penguin
Color: Burgundy, Black, Green
Season: Spring
Thing to do on a rainy day: Sleep
Thing to do at a sleepover: Sleepover? are we 10?
Toy when you were little: I don't know
Name for a girl: Delilah
Name for a boy: I don't know, something really different
Friends character: Chandler
Feeling: Happy :D

x:|[Future]|:x

School: No clue
Place to live: Everywhere
Number of kids: I don't know... 1 er 2 but not for a long LONG time
Married or single: Married
Times married: Once
Maid of Honor: Tish
Best man: Up to him
Wedding season: Spring
Dress color: Uh white
Wedding song: I don't know

x:|[Have You Ever]|:x

Smoked: Yes.
Done drugs: Yes
Had sex: Nope
Been on a plane: Yes
Went swimming in the ocean: Yes
Been out of the country: Nope
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: Yes
Fallen asleep in the shower/bath: Yes
Fallen asleep while eating: No
Fallen asleep while watching a scary movie: I think so
Gone to church: Yes
Read the Bible: Yes
Seen Star Wars: Nope
Helped someone in need: Yes
Been friends w/ someone no one else likes: I don't know
Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering anything: I don't know
Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: Yes
Tipped over a port-a-potty: Nope
Prank called someone: Yes
Gone skinny dipping: No
Said "I love you" and meant it: Just to my fam
Broken the law: Yes
Been convicted of a crime: No
Run away from home: No
Bungee jumped: No

x:|[Your Friends]|:x

Who are your good friends: They are all good geeze
Best online friend: It used to be Colin but we don't talk as much
In other towns: Windsor and RP--- Shane, Greg, Jennie
Best girl friend: Leticia
Best guy friend: I am not sure, Ian or Shane...
Best to talk to: Leticia
You have known the longest: Lauren but we don't talk as much as we used to
Whose parents you know the best: Leticia
You go to for advice: Leticia, Arika when she is around
Knows all your secrets: No one will ever know all of my secrets
Keeps your secrets: uhm yea
Most sensitive: Me
Smartest: Arika miss straight A's and Jenna and Bridget and Ian
Quietest: Jennie
Best Laugh: Bridget
Most hyper: Laura
Craziest: Laura
Listen to music the most: Me or Tish
Makes you laugh: All of them
Understands you best: Leticia
A good singer: I don't know
An artist: Rachel!! and Leah
Nicest house: What the hell
Funniest: All of em
Just want to kiss: Him and only him
Weirdest (in a good way): Hm... Bridget

now I can't take my hands off you

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 01 Apr 2002 10:34:01 GMT

How much of a freak are you?KAPOW

Lonely is what I am
I miss you
I want to see you
so badly

I got an $8 tip tonight! and when we were closing up the boss guy (geeze I am so awful with names) came by and gave me a 20 and said put this in your pocket for working on Easter. It was rad.

coulda been woulda shoulda been

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 01 Apr 2002 01:07:41 GMT

Happy Easter everyone!

I am super bored right now... I wish it was 7 already so I could just go to work.

My weekend has been ok, nothing special. On Friday I saw SUD. And Arika! I hadn't seen her in a long time. She showed me her Matt McCoy and I didn't melt but thats ok cause he makes her melt and that is alllll that matters. :D And last night I saw MOT and the ex-valentines and Monthly Promo, that started out bad cause I wanted to go be Oi at the phoenix but it ended up being a lot of fun cause a whole bunch of us made fun of unominame ha it was good times.

Yea I have nothing to write about... Incubus/Hoobastank is in 16 days!!

end

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Wed, 27 Mar 2002 07:41:15 GMT

I am soooo sleepy. I got to see The Silver Lining tonight!! Gosh they always amaze me. Phil is so gifted with his voice, I swear it's so gorgeous. They are all very awesome. They are super nice too, I hope I get to know them better.

I so do not feel like doing 145879 pounds of homework. Ewe. Sleep sounds so good right now! I have so much school work to do this week and next too! It's ok cause MOST of spring break will be Frisko, the beach, and shows. *we*[he&I] are supposed to go to the beach... maybe this weekend? The weather is warmer now so yea. I heart Spring :D

GOOD LUCK TO TOM FOR TOMORROW not that he will need it :D

s to the unshine!!

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Wed, 27 Mar 2002 01:15:35 GMT

The irony of having a journal yet not wanting to write about what you really want to huh. Im getting pretty sick of that so yea...

I sure wish I was somewhere besides home right now, well at least I tried
Me- Hey we should do something on Tuesday since we never got to hang out before
Him- Aww I am sorry Im hanging out with ____ on Tuesday, but we should do something this weekend.
Me- Yea, ok cool
Oh well he is going to like her anyway... she is "hot" and if that wasn't the deciding factor she is also his age. I can't even sort my stupid feelings out. We'll see I guess.

We did the tobacco presentations yesterday. Yeah uh can we say dissapointment times 4? They were unaffective, period.

I need a "real" job. But why I won't even get my license until I am fucking 35!! Wow I need to stop writing I am just getting more and more annoyed.

I want to see The Silver Lining tonight! I hope I get to, that would make me feel better. It is such a beautiful day, gosh it almost makes all of the stupidness seem fine.

TO MISS ARIKA

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Wed, 27 Mar 2002 00:52:40 GMT

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIKA!!! I <3 YOU!!!

...all i want to do is look at you and know i am okay

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 25 Mar 2002 08:17:08 GMT

I did this cootie catcher type game and the fortune I got was:

That which is desired
can only be gained through
patience
Wait, and what you wish for will
be yours.

Hmm...

I <3 the song I am listening to!!

I don't want to feel this way forever

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Sun, 24 Mar 2002 08:19:21 GMT

The Thursday show rocked of course! It was a lots and lots of fun. Everyone was there, it was neat. Just one thing bugged me the whole night and that was do I know him? Yes, yes I do but does he act like it? No, barely at all.

I worked today... bleh no me gusta waking up early on Saturday. It was so sad when I got to work I saw this guy Curtis that I usually work with (he comes in numerous times throughout the day bringing us stuff we need like cups and stuff) but yea he is a super nice guy, so I walk in and we start talking and after like 2 seconds its obvious to me that he is on something... I think it was speed but I am not sure. I know absolutely nothing about drugs but he was really scaring me and it was so sad and totally broke my heart to see him like that. I was a mess the whole day because of it. I HATE DRUGS. besides weed. Sigh. I hope I don't have to see him like that tomorrow too. I won't be able to handle it, I came so close to crying all day. It's just so hard to watch that and wonder what in his life is so bad that he needs to turn to something... and it was a bad drug I mean he was squinting the whole day and I had to give him water cause I thought he was going to pass out, it was so strange and so awful.

Anyway after work I went downtown and walked around for a little and then got coffee with Leticia. I was kind of wanting to talk to a certain someone tonight but I am too tired to wait. Goodnight everyone!

I am not your star

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Fri, 22 Mar 2002 06:07:31 GMT

You've got to be Hilikus. Today was sure a mix of emotions. Math was alright... we took a test. I didn't have to go to english cause we were supposed to have a run through of our tobacco presentations but really I sat with Bridget and Jenni. Me and Bridget drooled over Brett and his tattoo.. mmm... he is hot like woah. So that was fun being a silly girl. Then lunch came and Leticia told me some stuff that made me upset and very angry and it was apparent that I had to leave school so Ian and I went to El Patio and he bought me a burrito. Which was super nice. Then we went to this little park and it was really nice outside so that cheered me up. I love Spring so much!! Anyways then I came home and slept the rest of my bad mood off and woke up feeling really good.

Tomorrow is Friday... and Thursday hehe. I am so excited about seeing them. Then I am working on saturday and sunday again. And I think going to San Francisco on saturday too. I should have a good pay check, that rocks.

Dredg makes me happy and remember the good days of summer. I think I am going to get on my roof and look at the stars.

weak end

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Tue, 19 Mar 2002 02:22:23 GMT

Friday.School.Downtown with Tish.Saw Bean.And Christian.And that other person.Went to the phoenix.Made fun of rap.Took pics of Boston Auto.Saw Heather and Audrey :).Hung out with Ashlee for a little while:).Talked with two-thirds of Monthly Promo.Went to Jesse Jeans.Asked Alec when The Silver Lining was going to play.Went to Carrows.Went insane.Went back to Jesse Jeans.Saw Greg, Jennie, Shane, and Jeremy.Watched The Silver Lining.Went home.

Saturday.Work.Tish, Ian, and Tom, picked me up.Went to the phoenix.Bought Tish, Tom, and myself coffee with my tips I made.Saw and talked to Loren.Watched The Setup.Took pics of The Bot Flies for Billy.Laughed mucho.Saw Jessica :).Fell in love with The Sexually Transmitted People.Got my groove on to Curbside.Took a walk by myself.Sat and watched Timmy's Op.Fell asleep in the car on the way home.

punk rock princess is such an oxy moron, but this describes me and i <3 something corporate

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 18 Mar 2002 22:46:41 GMT

According to the "Which
Something Corporate Song Are You?" Test...

He is back!

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 18 Mar 2002 07:50:16 GMT

As I was walking out of the mall towards um outside I had a weird vision of Ray, I was 95% sure I was hallucinating, maybe I should lay off those shrooms huh? haha. Anyway so I just ignore it, and Leticia keeps talking to me then it happens again and I am like "hey Tish sorry but um is Ray outside or am I insane" and she was like "nope, he is outside". He is back! I was shocked. He was wearing a camo hat. I am such an insane stalker.

I will write about the rest of the weekend later, I am barely awake right now.

what if blue sky, all of a sudden turned a purple hue?

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Fri, 15 Mar 2002 01:14:02 GMT

I picked up my film today... all of the pics turned out good except The Velvet Teen ones [I was too far away] well a few turned out ok but yea it was dissapointing. Oh well I'll just take some more.

Mmm I got yummy green tea after school. So yum. I got in some good quality talking time with Bridget today cause I went in for our run through of the tobacco presentation and of course I wasn't ready... I got my mom to say I could go to santa rosa next year but then last night I scewed it up. Long story but no santa rosa OR permit for ashley until my grades are better. Oh god I have to stop there before I get upset.

Sandie called me back last night too and I get to work this weekend! I will make like $150. 2 very long days but I have nothing else to do and I get to go to both of the shows still. Im glad I will be busy, I have been thinking way too much lately and driving myself crazy.

|stuff to do today|
-bio DNA questions
-history worksheet
-pick up room
-make Ashlee a rockin picture in her sketch book
-call Leticia [oh wow I never do that, hah]
-try to talk to Shane
-e mail Arika back
-make a date for Food Not Bomb thing
~~-think about Ray and wonder if he is doing okay... oh wow I am doing that right now!~~

I am hungry... mmm we have bagels. oh yea I am not horny I just want to see what a horny star looks like.

down into his heart...

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Wed, 13 Mar 2002 07:29:54 GMT

I can't listen to The Velvet Teen like before. Especially since Dave from Monthly Promo told me the Judah being an ass story. I mean they are amazingly awesome but come on don't insult other bands.

Uh hem... anyways I still heart The Velvet Teen and am eagerly awaiting the phoenix show.

My cat nap today basically turned into me passing out for 2 and half hours. I felt a lot better though and did all my hw. I called Sandie about working but she never called back... so I guess I am going to call again tomorrow. I want money cause I think me, Tish, and Ian are going to Frisko next weekend. I just remembered I told Arika I would e-mail her.

some funny times today
Leticia [in math, taking notes.. all quiet] "Hey Ash... oh what rockstars have kidnapped my son!"
Ghetto-ness with Ian earlier
emorifficpunk: sweet.
LuviNkubus: haha yo fool its hella sick
emorifficpunk: fo real, hoe.

things i must get done

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Tue, 12 Mar 2002 08:04:20 GMT

~~-Study for WWI test like woah~~
~~-Figure out what the heck we are doing in math~~
~~-BiO~~
-Fix Printer
~~-Call Sandie about working this weekend~~
~~-Call that Michelle person~~
~~-Call about birth certificate~~
~~-Develope Film~~
-Go through cd's
-Work on tobacco presentation stuff
-Write a thank you note to Chris, Linda, Jack, and Katie for my b-day present
~~-Talk to Shane~~

Well I made the calls so far...
And my bio, history and math :) The rest of the stuff is pretty easy and can wait until tomorrow.
One more thing crossed off, I am talking to shane right now.
Ooh I took my film in after school today too (3.13)

spice up the night

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Tue, 12 Mar 2002 06:27:46 GMT

Who finished all their homework? Oh who? Me? Yay! Heheh sorry got a little excited there. I even did spanish... well I always do it just usually on the day that it is due.

After school me and Tish went to her house and I talked to her sister about her boyfriend and college and stuff. I really like Yelena when she isn't being Leticia's sister. Yum and we ate chinese food. Then we went downtown to the teddy bear factory place to fill out applications... so we did and turned them in and the lady said they weren't hiring anymore though. Oh well, I guess they will keep the applications incase of any openings.

Yea I am talking to like 5 people right now and I can't find my mom... so I am going to finish updating later.

me and ashlee are the coolest people ever!

incubusisgoodx@aol.com — Mon, 11 Mar 2002 09:02:28 GMT

LuviNkubus [1:01 AM]: if you have to state what you are you arent that
RizZo in a b0x [1:01 AM]: no shit
LuviNkubus [1:01 AM]: i am a post punk emo grrrl!!!!
RizZo in a b0x [1:02 AM]: im a gothic-emo-punkly-hardcore kid
RizZo in a b0x [1:02 AM]: ...lmao
LuviNkubus [1:03 AM]: hehee well i am a anti-prep lonely sad outcast wanhhh
RizZo in a b0x [1:03 AM]: gothicly emo hardcore anti-human punk kid
LuviNkubus [1:04 AM]: oooh i am a ska, goth, emo, punk, UNIQUE! person!
RizZo in a b0x [1:04 AM]: hahaha
RizZo in a b0x [1:05 AM]: suicidal insomniac kid or some shit.. haha i dont know. labels?
LuviNkubus [1:06 AM]: haha yea
LuviNkubus [1:06 AM]: i am a goth, wrist cutting, insomniac
RizZo in a b0x [1:07 AM]: im gothicly punk. HAHAHA.... holy shit thats the funniest combination seriously. the stereotype for goth, and the stereotype for punk, mixed together. im seriously laughing over here
LuviNkubus [1:08 AM]: haha yea, or i am ska goth! iam so happy and skankin but wait im slitting my wrists and loveing marilyn manson ooh wait im emo and crying
RizZo in a b0x [1:08 AM]: it would be like.. "i stand up for myself against society but i wish i was dead :'("
LuviNkubus [1:08 AM]: HAHAH!!
RizZo in a b0x [1:08 AM]: haha what you just said is funny shit !
RizZo in a b0x [1:09 AM]: im crying at the ska show because it was so beautiful and yet i still want to kill myself
RizZo in a b0x [1:09 AM]: HAHAHA
LuviNkubus [1:09 AM]: hahaha
LuviNkubus [1:09 AM]: i am a rave punk! oh thats the best
RizZo in a b0x [1:10 AM]: gothic raver
LuviNkubus [1:10 AM]: hahaha
RizZo in a b0x [1:10 AM]: thats funny too cause ive seen that...
LuviNkubus [1:11 AM]: haha